A/N would you believe i wrote this at the spur of hte moment. it just popped into my head and i wrote it. i cant beielve it either coz it was like at midnight and i was half asleep but i hope you like it and im sorry for any mistakes that you might find. have fun reading

I loved her and charming her seemed the only way to get her. Sitting in her bedroom with her in front of me looking so upset and down gave me more of an over powering serge to just slam my lips against hers.

'Can I kiss you?' I asked. I don't know why I said it. Normally I just go in for the kill but not today. I know I startled her when I said it but the way she looked at me just now made me so happy and I just wanted to kiss her and take her as my own. She smiled and shook her head.

'You're so random some times' I shrugged.

'I try my best' I replied. She smiled again and stood up. She stuck her hand out for me to take it but I refused and got up my self.

'And you're bloody stubborn' I heard her mutter. I smiled and as she walked away. I caught her around the waist and pulled her up against me.

'What was that?' I asked her even though I knew what she said. She turned her head to look at me.

'You are bloody stubborn' I smiled and leaned in closer. I leant in close to her ear and said.

'You never answered me' My lips lightly caught her ear. She gulped and tries to stable her breathing.

'I know' She said steadily trying to hide her nervousness.

'Why?' I asked placing a small kiss on the side of her neck. When it comes down to charming girl I'm the best.

'Because...' She gulped 'I'm trying to avoid that happening. Last time you kissed me I wanted more' I smiled. Yes, the incident yesterday morning.

'I could give you more now if you want.' I whispered in her ear with my lips touching her ear as I spoke.

'I'd rather not' She said a little unstable.

'Aww why not? I'm a good kisser and you want more' I move my head along the back of neck breathing.

'Zach' She took a deep breath 'Please, you need to stop' I smirked and placed a kiss on the right side of her neck and trailed more kisses up to her ear lobe and along her law line to about half way and back speaking in between each kiss.

'Why? I'm enjoying this. Are you not having fun? You asked me to more forward. Express my feelings' She sighed.

'Yes but not like this please stop.' Her pleading sounded so good to me and I just wanted more. I felt superior to her. Making her feel weak seemed like the best thing to do to her. Her stubbornness gets in the way.

'Why? Give me a valid reason not to keep doing this. You said it your self you turn me on' She sighed and leant her head back. Is she finally giving in?

'I was winding Natasha up' I trailed kisses from her throat back.

'It's just one kiss' She sighed trying to keep her cool and keep her self stable.

'And that will progress in to two kisses and then three kisses and then for all I know I could up half naked and Chris will walk in and I'll have to explain and then I'll get mad at you and hurt you and -' I cut her off by turning her to face me and I crashed my lips with hers.

It seemed weird kissing Merleawe but it felt so good. Her soft lips under mine seemed natural. I pulled on her bottom lip and I plead for her to answer me, finally she did. She attacked me with passion and longing. I answered her. Her soft lips crashing constantly with mine seemed unthinkable but now as it was happening I totally forgot about the world.

She opened her mouth and I stuck my tongue in to explore her mouth. Her apple flavour mouth tasted good and I go in for more. I just hoped she didn't pull away. I pulled away from her my self but she came in for more. I'm startled at first and I crashed to the floor with her on top of me but I didn't protest I let it come. She kept on kissing me and when she pulled away for air I placed a finger on her lips.

'Stop' I whispered.'You need to stop one of us is going to get to hurt in a minute and I need to leave and you said your self Chris is coming and if he finds you half naked on your floor or your bed or any thing like that with me then what is he going to think? How are you going to explain?' She locked eyes with me and her sorrow is just so powerful I want to kiss her again but I didn't. I knew I couldn't.

'I don't care any more Zach. Chris can find me fucking you, screaming your name for all I care. He was just a distraction from you.' I sighed.

'That's called cheating Mere. If he was just a distraction then why did you not come after me in the first place you must of noticed me wanting you, coming after you, giving you things, being all touchy feely with you. Why did you just distract your self from me?' She shrugged.

'I guess I didn't get it. I just though you were being you I didn't know you liked me. Chris liked me a lot and I kind liked him so I used him to distract my self from you coz I was falling for you. God I love you so much and yet this is hurting me. I know I shouldn't be sat like this I know I need to get off and ask you to leave but I can't I want to stay with you. Wake up in your arms and-' She didn't continue. She broke up into tears and she got off of me and ran in to her bathroom.

As I got up my self and left I couldn't help but over hear her weeping and crying. I sighed. I couldn't believe I did that. I knew it would hurt her. I knew I would cause her pain. Why did I even do that? I sighed again and rushed down stairs. Jade was still asleep but I rushed over to her any way and woke her up.

'Jade? Wake up! Now!' She groaned and sat up.

'What the hell do you fucking want I was sleeping for Christ's sake' I sighed and said.

'Merleawe is crying in her bathroom and its all my fault' She immediately sat up.

'What do you do to her?' She asked.

'I kissed her' She blinked at me and looks amazed.

'Really? Why did you do that?' I sighed and said.

'Because I love her. I want to spend the rest of my life with her ok' She nodded.

'So is that all just kissed her on the lips?'

'Ok so it was more of a make out session. She was totally into it with out even realising. When I told her to stop she protested and wanted more. She told me how Chris is just a distraction for her' Jade looked at me and she knew I was being sincere.

'Fine what ever' She got up off the couch and walked up stairs. I got my things and leave. That's all I couldn't do. Leave and try to forget about this and act as though nothing happened.

well there you go i hope oyu enjoyed it. please review for me and tell me what you think. if its bed please take it into consideration i wrote this at midnight an my bed time is normally 9-10pm