I hate you but I love you
It’s sad and yet it’s true
I thought that you cared for me, boy
After everything we'd been through

I hate you but I love you
I use to call you friend
But no more words were ever said
So yeah, I thought it was the end

I hate you but I love you
Stranger is your new name
I thought I knew you once before
But I guess it was all just game

I hate you but I love you
Though yes, I moved away
As much as I hate to say it
I think about you everyday

I hate you but I love you
You have hurt me so much
I never thought that I could cry
Just by thinking of someone’s touch

I hate you but I love you
Me, shoved against a wall
The one time in all my life
I actually wished to fall

I hate you but I love you
And all the time I cry,
I convince them that I'm okay
But truth, it’s just another lie

I hate you but I love you
Why'd you do this to me
There're so many scars and bruises
That only I am forced to see

I hate you but I love you
You think that rape's a game?
After what you have done to me
No longer will I be the same

I hate you but I love you
You said you were sorry (and then cried)
You expected me to believe?
It's just another of your lies

I hate you but I love you
It’s so hard to explain
Because there aren't that many ways
For me to express all this pain

I hate you but I love you
And I didn’t realize (untill now)
But I hate you and I love you
And that feeling lives on somehow