Blinder Still

I haven't seen your face
for days it's seems
my eyes are shut tight
and I'm stumbling

I'm trying to find you
in the dark of your heart
you've locked me out
and I'm looking for the key

Could you give me a hint?
a tiny hint so I know
so that I could take one step
a step in the right direction.

When you speak
all I get is a push
in the wrong way
and I wish you wouldn't

It just seems I'm blinder still