Queen Paranoia

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Is there such a thing as a device that can make people see what you see and hear what you think? Because if there is, I think I swallowed one.

It all started at the first day of school. I didn’t sleep that much because I was up all night worrying so it turned out that I followed the wrong schedule which meant that I was two hours early. I was kind of in a state of delirium - I often quivered and seemed to be absent-minded. I think everyone else was annoyed.

I resembled an epileptic patient who was neurotically deranged.

I think it was later that week that I rode the wrong jeepney home. I got lost so I rode the taxi instead. Anyway, I started hearing noises. People were shouting, swearing and cursing at me. When I arrived home, I was very upset. It seemed like the whole world was against me. I even heard the noises outside our house. Everything was so weird and I was very confused. I asked my sisters if they heard them, too, but they didn’t so I just decided to ignore the whole thing and tried to sleep. But I couldn’t. I kept on hearing voices and weird noises. I thought my sisters and everyone else were playing a nasty prank on me because of my odd behavior at school.

That morning, I was too tired and I decided not to go to school. I had the feeling no one liked me. Since everyone seemed to hate me there, it would be suicide if I went back.

It has been three years now and I still hear voices. Even the dogs seemed to talk. And I get the feeling that someone or some people are watching my every move. I could even hear the voices inside the bathroom.

I think I suffer from a severe case of paranoia, depression and insomnia.

My parents even consulted a psychiatrist.

The strange thing is, I think what the voices say are true.

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a/n: This is from my blog.. Just decided to post it.. If you experienced the same thing, I'd like to know.. Thanks for reading! And oh, the title Queen Paranoia is actually a song by Slapshock.. This was originally posted on my other account..