my head is pounding and my mind is dashing

from side to side inside my skull

it keeps pulling up and screaming when it reaches a wall

and swinging around to zip right off again

.

i’m wasting the rain

yes i’m wasting the rain

.

i’m too lost and floaty to make decisions

i’ll just stare into my eyelids until sanity returns

.

i’m wasting the rain

yes i’m wasting the rain

.

and i’m trying to tell myself more rain will come but

.

I don’t believe it much