Broken

I feel as if I’m dieing.

This pain you left me with.

You wanted to leave me,

For another.

This pain is too much

I can’t remember the joy

That use to preside in me.

I want to cry.

I can’t take it any more.

This damning pain

That wells in my heart.

Why cause me this pain?

Make me go through this Hell?

I thought you loved me,

I thought you cared.

I guessed I was wrong.

This empty space proves it.

I want to end this suffering.

To escape this dreaded pain.

I am broke,

Broken hearted

This is a pain I never knew

That lived in my soul.

From the pit of my stomach

To my broken heart

My body wants to hurt you,

To give you the same pain

That now lives in me.

I am sick with pain

I’m sick of the lies,

The promises that you made

That you will never fill.

The unspoken promise

That you’d break me is the only one you fulfilled.

And I hate you for it.