papemelroti;

raped by just the
look in your eyes,
eluding me of rainbows
and butterflies.

crying with the rain and
forced to crack a smile.
addicted to bittersweet wine,
you lick my tears away
for a while.

so let's fly
in our upside down sky
dreaming of real love
that's pure and from above

but you just shrug it off
and light a cigarette.
i suddenly feel too jaded
remembering the first time we met

and i'm being a fool
on the passenger's seat
thinking of promises
that we both can't keep

so lock my heart and
fling away the key.
ignore my screams,
a forlorn melody.

i keep my eyes closed
as you tell me your lies.
i try to act composed
as you say your goodbyes.

you promised me forever
but i guess you never meant it at all
so let me drown in the summer
and fall.

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a/n: i just want to thank simpleplan13 for her comment/s.
i'm really grateful.
i hope this version is much much better.
it took some time but yeah. lol.