coffee br/eak

i hate the bright
blue sky because it reminds me
so much of you and it makes
me want to cry every
time i remember you.

i hate it every time
the sun shines because it's
another day without you.
i guess all i can do
is write some rhymes because
it helps me deal with you

but it still hurts
to cry and i'm still wondering
when we'll try.

i badly want to
fly away and maybe we'll still
see each other someday.

the fatal reality
is a misunderstanding
and these games we're playing -
it leaves me dreaming.

so help me pick up the pieces
of my shattered heart
and make me forget your kisses
because they're breaking me apart.

one, two, three,
come back to me.
four, five, six,
someone please fix
me.

with those eyes turned away,
i'm plummeting further down.
i guess all i can do is pray
and keep my feet planted firmly on the ground.

hold me gently
one last time.
always catch me
and make me feel fine.

rainy days burn my soul
and the darkness swallows me whole.
capture me when i fall
because i can't see anything at all.

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a/n: this is a revision/fusion of my poems "those days" and "misty-eyed" c: i know, i know.. kinda sounds desperate and cheesy.. cliche, even.. but bear with me.. be sure to leave a review and tell me what you think.. criticism is always better than false compliments.. replaced the word die with try. hope it does the job. thanks to Aslan Israel and simpleplan13 for the critiques. hearts to you, guys