I Do My Best Because…
June.11.08

I do my best to be upset because
That is what kind of ugly thing I am
We are
I ease my anger and disappointment with ridicule
Smirk and laugh with a tingling throat and something cruel pushing on my eyes
At the very back and trying to break my resolve
I hope it is something we can understand
In our simple human way
A concept stinging in my skull
I give it more time and
Wonder if that equals giving up or