A/N: WOW! I would estimate I haven't updated in about a year. Found this in my blog. Thoughts?

The feeling of guilt in your stomach;
Heavy, hollow and hungry for your soul.

The absence of self;
Listlessness lingers in your limbs.

The half-lidded eyes;
Tired and transfixed…

The echo of your heart beat;
So slow and steady it should stop.

The disgusting grin painted across your face;
Elongated elastic encompassing your ego.

The sick satisfaction of watching a train wreck.