Staring out of my window

Trying to remember how it feels to be around you

I’m afraid

I haven’t seen you in so long

The fight we had plays over and over again in my head

Will we bring it up and become enemies a second time?

Will I be able to remember our good memories

Or will my big mouth screw it up again?

The sky is bleak and I’m wondering if today will be peaceful

Or if it will just make me realize I forgave you too easily?

The doorbell rings, my heart races

We stare at each other, neither knowing what to say

My heart is pounding in my throat

You’re so much different it’s hard to believe we were best friends

I’m hoping we won’t bring up the past though

Then the silence seems to break as we pull each other into a hug

Slowly my worries melt away

I’m beginning to remember why I had such fun with you

Joking around, the tense atmosphere slowly dissolves

I can breathe again

I watch you, realizing you never meant to hurt me like you did

You really are innocent

I’ll put my hatred aside for now

And let my love take its place

Now I can remember how you made me feel

Pure childish joy fills my heart

I wish it would stay like this forever

As you walk out the door

I know that we’ve mended our friendship

And all my worries were for nothing

Now I’m staring out my window

The sun is shining and the clouds are all gone

A bright rainbow spreads across the sky, over my head

And I know that we’re gonna be ok.