|it's breaking me
Author: four winds PM
my love and my gun.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 06-22-08 - Status: Complete - id: 2535441
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this doesn't feel right,
the mistrust barely visible in your unreadable eyes.
and i feel awful for lying.
but i had to lie, had to.
because i'm so deathly afraid of losing you.
and you're not even mine to lose.
can i fix that that is severed
and unspoken, broken?
your anger affects me
in ways i do not understand,
ways i may never decipher.
there are fires in your eyes.
there are words waiting to be screamed.
you have changed me so much.
the way i see, breathe, think, feel.
you are my eyes. i'm blind when you're not around.
you are my lungs. without you i begin to choke.
you are my motivation. i see your rare smile in the grey of the winter sky, your eyes in the death of autumn.
you are my heart. before this, i was cold and indifferent.
you are my strange, unpredictable constant. and i'm your hopeless addict.