“Oh- oh God

“Oh- oh God. They’re here. We all knew this day would come, but- oh God. They’re bashing at the gates with a huge battering ram- it’s not going to hold out much longer. What if they- what if they find me? I’m gonna die. I know it. I’m gonna die. How? I can’t stop thinking that one question. How? How did it come to this? How is it going to happen? How much is it going to hurt? One question. So many questions. But here they come-! I’m sc- I’m scared. I’m scared and I want to go- but I’m sort of excited. I’m so scared! What do they look like? I’ve never seen them- only heard stories. So many stories. Back then it was all just somebody else’s business. But that’s then and this is now. It’s the end, I know it. I’m so scared. Hel- help? Will there be lots of blood? Will it be quick? Or agonising and slow? I don’t know. I just don’t- oh God. They’re inside now. They’re almost here. Oh G- oh God. Send my love to- to-

Oh god. Who- who am I? I can’t remember. I can’t- I can’t-”