yes, hurting you numbed the pain...
yes, hurting you numbed the pain...

but i may as well have been treading water... in an underwater train...
because even without a second thought i knew you'd dismissed me (again).

and i am not my shadow.
i do not awaken and arise.
i cannot surpass my reflection
by forfeiting this game of lies.

so tell me you love me (numb the pain).
make me believe (in this underwater train).

so tell me,
do you love me?
will you numb the pain?
is there a reason to believe...?

or am i destined to be in your underwater train?