Understand

It's the one thing I don't have
okay, maybe not just one
many upon more
but it's something I'm missing
that I desperately need.

I don't get you
or what you're trying to do
what you've been planning
what will happen
and strange, I think I'm scared.

I don't want to hurt
and get sucked back into
that web
the one you've weaved
and convinced was made by me.

One thing I don't have
one thing I want to have
I want to understand.