Chasing the Remainders Away

I worry about what I wrote

but worries are useless

because I risk losing every moment I live,

not only when I fight,

and refuse to give you

the ability to manipulate my brain

completely.

Stating my desires and needs

should not be as difficult as now,

that division sign once more stabbing me

and eventually the desires will be unneeded,

and the chastisement unwarranted

once I have recovered

and I can stop listing every reason

other than sudden hate, unpredicted and unwarranted,

such as that I have glimpsed before,

for casual ‘okays’ to be forgotten

(July 18th, 2008)