wake

I hope you're okay
(not all I'm gonna say)
I hope they're not too mad
(don't let them get you sad)
and all I leave in the wake
of every single mistake
is destruction and despair
dammit, should've known that they'd care.

I didn't mean to be so dumb
but I couldn't wait for the waking sun
to see you looking straight at me
at what we've come to be.

If I could open my mouth
all that would be coming out
would be rambling
and scrambling
to explain, to plead
for them to just blame me
because it'll never be your fault
no, never, not at all
I'd cry one more thing
in my head I'll sing
yeah, one thing, that's what I'll do
I'll tell you just how much I love you.