It’s So Hard

It’s so hard not to be a player, it’s so hard not to mess with your heart.

It’s so hard to be faithful baby when we’re so far apart.

It’s so hard not to give in to everything I miss.

It’s so hard to say “No” to a freely offered kiss.

It’s so much easier just to lie.

It’s easy cause if you don’t know you can’t cry.

It’s easy to forget all the promises I made.

It’s easy to forget when the memories start to fade.

I never meant to hurt you like this.

I didn’t ask for that kiss.

Now two seconds of lust will break all your trust.

And I know you’re heart’s gonna bust.

But there’s nothing I can do.

It happened and I feel I have to be straight with you.

It was only one time.

Please don’t treat it like a horrid crime.

You know I love you baby.

And that ain’t no maybe.

You’re the only one in my life.

You’re the one I wanna call my wife.

Please just let it go.

It was an accident ya know.

It wasn’t something I planned.

You know you hold my heart in your hand.

You just gotta understand.

I’m only human.

Sometimes I trip and sometimes I fall.

But girl you know you’ve got my all.

We all make mistakes and we all fuck up, it’s just part of livin

Baby please say that I’m forgiven.

You gotta trust me on this.

It was a once in a lifetime, never gonna happen again kiss.

Forever means forever so please don’t run away.

I really love you and I’ll prove it…someday…

A/N: I wrote this for my ex Aulie right after I went to job corps and cheated on it. It’s an old poem but it’s still pretty good. R/R laters!!

Sexy Sammy

Love, Luck, and Lollypops ;)