One more. That's it. Read it while listening to This Is The Sound & Return To Me, by The Last Goodnight

Dear Charlotte,

Forever my darling, our love will outstand them all. Forever my darling, our love will never fall. From the very first sight of you I knew that you were my forever. Enclosed in my heart is your emotion put into me. You will always be the reason for me. You will always be the reason for me. You will always be the reason for me.

Never being able to escape the magic of your eyes was my problem from the start. Your eyes were hypnotizing me, trapping me, and winning me over all at one time. No one believed that I deserved you. You were too smart to settle for ordinary. I smashed their voices out of my head, used every minute of every day, every breath I could use, and every moment that would count, to prove that I was worthy. You didn’t adore anything as much as the diamond stars in the sky. Oh, how I wished my darling that I could be up there. That you would look into my eyes with true passion and admiration as you do the brilliant star filled dark night sky. Thank you, my beautiful for choosing me. Thank you, my beautiful for giving me a chance. Thank you, my beautiful for letting me love you.

Loving you was difficult. I could never do enough to show you how much you meant to me. The sun could never shine enough to show you the light you put in my life. The moon couldn’t glow enough to show you how you illuminate my heart. Your bruised lips after we kissed sent me on my own accord in my mind. Your hair in my hands when we would silently steal kisses made me blush like a little girl. Charlotte, if I only knew how much time we really had. Charlotte, if I only knew how much time we really had. Charlotte, if only I knew how much time we really had.

Shattered into a million pieces was all my hopes for my future, your future, and our future. Never would I see you take my hand in marriage, never would I fall in love with your brown eyes again, never would I see you pregnant with our child, never would I see you again. Drown me in my own pathetic misery. Forever had been taken away from us. Your youth stripped from you. My heart ripped from me. The upset sighs and sympathetic smiles from our peers sent my blood boiling. They had no idea. They had no idea how much I loved you, how much I would miss you, how much you meant to me. They had no idea. Baby, please. I needed you to save me. Instead, you were slowly slipping away. Each breath you took was now limited, your limbs always put to rest, your eyes always trapped behind weary lids, your love always put on pause. Your love always put on pause. Your love always put on pause.

I could only come when called upon. Our love was reduced to a phone call. Thorns on a rose had more of place than I did in your life. My heart no longer beat faster when I saw your beautiful smile from affection. The sight of you made my heart beat in frantic worry. Hold my hand, squeeze it hard, touch my chest, feel my heart. Tomorrow was no longer an option. When we grow up, was no longer said. I love you, was even shaved down in number. Baby, I’m sorry. Baby, I’m sorry. Baby, I’m sorry.

Charlotte. Smile for me baby. Show me your eyes. Nothing, but tears would emerge. There was nothing left for us but to cry. The phone call was late, so I already knew that it wasn’t good. I came as quick as I could. My eyes drifted to you and I wanted to scream and kick. I wanted to hold you until you would become yourself again. I wanted to walk down the chilly road with your hand in mine while people stared in jealousy. You were dying. I was dying. You saved me. You died. You died. You died. You died. Baby, I died with you.

Look at the horizon and watch the sun, the colors don’t match and it hurts your eyes, but in the end it’s worth it. You know why? It’s worth it because after it’s over you remember the colors. You never know if it’s going to ever be the same. You’ll end up missing it and then crying because know it’s lost in the sky. Our love was like the sunset and sunrise, beautiful while it lasted, always warm, unforgettable, but it comes to an end. We came to an end. We came to an end. We came to an end.

Charlotte, I’m sorry. Baby, I will never forget you but I have to move on. She’s not as pretty as you, she’ll never make me laugh like you do, she’ll never measure up, she’ll never make me blush, but she makes me happy.

Because just because you left doesn’t mean I will, I can’t say goodbye. Forever my love, you will be my one and only. Forever my love, we will live strong together. Forever my love, I will love you. But, forever I cannot hold on. I love you Charlotte, but this is my last one to send you. I can’t anymore. Keep it forever, my last I love you.

David

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