He Had His Chance

This sucks.

I think I’m still getting over him,

But I don’t think I have feelings for him anymore.

I know he’s in my thoughts sometimes,

But I don’t see him the way I did.

I don’t want him.

I want someone else.

I don’t know who that someone is,

But I want him.

It’s driving me crazy.

It’s too late for him to apologize

And make up for lost time.

He had his chance

And he blew it.

Now I want something more,

Something better,

Something different.

What can I do?

What should I do?

How can I be so scared

Of falling in love,

Yet so longing for it to happen?

I think part of it is

My good friend Jealousy.

But it’s mostly got to do with

Me and how I’m feeling.

What’s gonna happen?

If only I knew.