Duplopensar

by Razor To Rosary

Boy

My dear

Fuck it

I can’t bring myself to say your name

Should I just erase my memory?

Pretend you were never the enemy?

That I never hated you oh-so intensely?

It’s gonna take me some time

To bite my tongue

Twist my fingers and call you friend

Love

.

You look so much better in my colours

Second day and I was already protecting you

From all those fools

You’re so much better than them all

I’m so glad you freed yourself from that squall

Love

.

Why can’t I say your name in peace?

I said it just yesterday

I had so much faith in you

You fought like I expected you to

I muttered your name twice

And then no more

Love

.

I call you boy and it’s pathetic

I tell myself I’ve gotten over it

I never hated you

History’s overrated

Love, go

Love, stay

Love of mine

Pet hate

You’re in my heart already

I’ll try to get you out of my mind.

.

I’ll try to get you out of my mind...

Dedicatory: To C.R. - Give 'Em Hell, Kid! We're all here for you.

A/N: Duplopensar means Doublethink. This song's sweet. The concept came to me as I finished reading 1984. Immediately one person came to mind. The last verse repeats for a while and then I repeat some random parts while singing. But this is the backbone of the song. Why did I name it the Portuguese word instead of the English (Newspeak) one? I think it sounds prettier! ;) Any criticism is welcome!

Thanks for reading!

Bárbara