I can feel the wall between us, the one she built with a careless word

I can feel the wall between us, the one she built with a careless word.

I can taste the lies beneath us, the screams she never heard.

I can see the difference in her eyes, hear it in my voice.

I never wanted this with her but it wasn’t my choice.

I never wanted things to change, didn’t ask to be hurt.

I never wanted to know that truth cause now I feel like dirt.

She was supposed to heal me; she was The Keeper of My Heart.

But she went and broke my trust, ripped my world apart.

And now my ground is shifty I don’t know where to stand.

She was always the one who helped me but now she’s dropped my hand.

So tell me what to do now cause I don’t even know.

She picked the moment I needed her most to decide to let me go.

Should I give up and just lay here face down in the grass?

Or should I rise up and walk away, tell her to kiss my ass?

Maybe I can just pretend it didn’t happen, pretend that nothings’ wrong.

Maybe I’ll just stay by her side until she says so long…

See she’s doesn’t know she’s broken me, she doesn’t know I’m dying.

She thinks that every thing is good; she thinks I’m done crying.

She doesn’t fully understand what she ripped from my life.

She doesn’t fully understand that she’s still holding the bloody knife.

But it doesn’t really matter cause she still owns my soul,

Even if she doesn’t want to she’s the one who makes me whole.

She may not be the best but she’s still The Keeper of My Heart,

And I’m ok with knowing that someday she’ll rip me apart…

A/N: This is dedicated to Jenna. She was…is so much to me but recently I found she doesn’t care as much as I thought she did. sighs Ah well Love is rare, life is strange, NOTHING lasts and people change. R/R and lemme know what ya think laters!!

Sexy Sammy

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