Mary's P.O.V

Are you ready?

That is what went through my head when I sat on my bed after the long day of having a countless number of guys try and hit on me. So normally people don't hit on me and stuff but today it didn't stop. Maybe they think I'm hot but in side I don't feel it. They are making feel filthy and its is rather annoying. The question of Are you ready? Popping into my head made me think am I really ready to have guys to start wanting me. Do I want to have guys touch me where I have been so used to people not seeing me? Like my stomach and my thighs.

I guess being new at the school didn't help. I didn't really see how I could be the hottest or prettiest girl there. I saw some who were certainly better looking then me but I still got stuff that I wasn't used to. Maybe I should be used to it. I'm 18 and I haven't had a boyfriend yet. I haven't really look for one. I have my studies and they are important to me. I guess the whole family wanted me to concentrate on my studies. It didn't really bother me that much. I loved learning. Maybe I should be come a teacher one day.

You call me on the phone

I jumped out of my thoughts as the hone rang. I looked at the caller I'd and saw that is was my best friend, Trent. I hadn't talked to him for over two months and even though I only moved here last week the summer holidays didn't exactly give me the time to see him. I missed him a lot as he was the only friend I had had since I was a kid. Most of the people I knew happen to either move away or move on from being my friend.

“Hey Trent, how you?” he gave a small laugh from the other end and I could picture him with his goofy grin slapped across his face.

“How am I? She asks really girl you haven't seen me for 2 months and that is all you can say” I nodded

“Yeah” he tutted and continued

“Next time when we don't talk for a long it me could you at least do the screaming thing and say how much you missed me like you normally do after the holidays” I gave a small laugh.

“Sure I'll try” I knew he would start asking questions. I'm normally up beat and laughing and joking and screaming and stuff like that but I'm not right now. I can't be not with everything that had happened to day.

I act like nothings going on

“Hey, are you all right? You not your self. I can see that by just hearing your voice” I sighed and said

“Sure I'm fine” I perked my voice up a bit trying to sound a lot happier. “It's not easy being new at a school you know” he gave a small laugh.

“Yeah you gotta be right there” then there is the awkward silence that you get after some thing happened that you don't want to talk about it. Then I smiled.

“Hey Trent you busy this after noon”

“No, I shouldn't be”

“Good” I jumped up off my bed. “Drive over here we can go out and do some thing. I'M DRIVING!!” I said this as cheerfully as I could. I knew he would be smiling now.

“Sure I'd love to. I'll be there in about ten minutes.” my jaw dropped no way would I be reading in ten. Before I could protest Trent hung up on me. I cursed and I bolted for the shower. So I forgot to shower this morning but I normally showered before I went out any way. I washed my self down and I washed my hair I shaved my arm pits and I did a quick one over of my legs. When I stepped out and wrapped a towel around me. I looked in the mirror and brushed my auburn hair through.

I rushed out my bathroom and into my bedroom. I caught the time and swore. 12 minutes gone.

Suddenly some one was knocking at my door. I started cursing even more. I knew it was Trent. He had a door key and no one else was home. My sister was abroad studying and my parents were out working.

“Gimme a sec” I shouted.

“Oh come on Mare, we have grown up together you cant be shy of your bedroom. I know its messy and stuff but mine is worse and you know that” I sighed

“It's not that you stupid ass. I'm naked and in a towel let me get dressed in piece.” I shouted at him. So maybe I was used to be around him. Some times in just my under wear but never in just a towel...so I admit I kinda like Trent more than just a best friend but I'm a girl can you blame me. If I was just randomly looking at a guy who was hot and I would date then I would have to chose Trent. I grabbed my top and slipped some shoes on.

I grabbed my cars keys and rushed out my bedroom. I grabbed Trent's hand and pulled him down the hall. We got to the bottom of the stairs and Trent refused to move.

“Mare I know you have no shame and stuff but really girl rushing out in just a pair of shorts and you black bra kinda shows your neighbours that you have been up to no good” I looked at him and frown.

“Well I don't see why you are complaining. You never told me off before so shut your gob and do the strings on this” I turned my back to Trent and I let him pull the strings of my corset tight. I grimace as he pulled a little to hard. When he places his hands on my hips I know he is done but his touch is so tender. I hold a breath and I stand there like a rabbit caught by a set of car head lights. I soon feel his warmth on my back and I can't help but lean into him.

“What do you want?” I asked softly.

“A hug” he states. I sighed and turn to look at him

“You could of just asked” I told him.

“I know but what's the fun in that?” I shrugged. I didn't know. Some part of me wanted to let him do what he wanted but I had to resist.

I wrap my arms around it neck and he pulls me in close to him. I smile slightly. It felt good to be back in his arms.

I pulled away and then I ushered him out the door. I pushed him to the car and I ran round to the drivers side.

We're driving in my car

I reversed out the drive and on to my street. I glanced over towards Trent. He was looking out the window like normal. I sighed and started driving.

Why did I have to be such an idiot. I'm into my studies but its not enough any more. I don't like nay guy at my school they are all so stupid but yet I cant do any thing with any one I know. I head to wards my favourite dance club. I knew Trent would love to go there he could get some kicks from some random girl. Its weird that me and Trent are still friends he is the hottest most wanted popular guy at my old school and yet he still hangs out with me like nothing has changed.

I turn the corner and I keep driving.

Trent's P.O.V

I pretend you don't turn me on

I'm so freaking stupid. I never said anything before now. In fact I loved it when she ran out her room in a good mood with just her bra on. I loved the way she stood I loved the way her hair fell and yet I couldn't bring my self to tell her how I felt. I knew she wouldn't take me seriously. She would laugh at me and say I'm joking. Never in my life I would joke about my feelings.

She looked at me and smiled and then turned to looked where she was going. I wanted to scream and just kiss her. She had to be hot. I just hate the way she smiles at me. It turns me on and I cant stop it. We round more corners and drive down loads of roads when we come to a certain street I realise that I know where Mary is taking us.

“Mare? Why are going there?” I ask. I didn't want to go there. I wanted to hang out some where else. She shrugged and smiled. She didn't look at me but the thought of it made me let loose a little.

“Because I want to go here. I haven't been here in over three months and your the best person to go with ok.” I nodded. Sure I'm the best person. I'm you freaking best friend. I thought to my self.

We soon came to the parking lot and I just sat there for a little bit. I let Mare get out first. Yes I wanted to see her ass and yes I wanted to watch her. I got out and looked at her over the top of her car.

“You still never told me what was up” It wasn't really a question more of a request for her to tell me.

“I know and I don't plan on it either” she gave me a wild smile and she trotted of towards the back door. I sighed and followed her. We went to see her brother who owned the club and we stayed there for a little bit. It was nice talking with him but I was really hard to keep my self from jumping Mary. She looked über cute and so totally sexy. I kept getting sexual impulses and it was rather annoying. Soon it got dark and Mary decided to work her way down stairs to the dance floor. Ii followed her keep my eye on her. Her skin glowed under the special lights and it was amazing. She was amazing.

I knew she knew looked good and she was using it. Normally she would be rather concious about what she was wearing to doing but not tonight.

You sexy thing and yeah you know it
You move alright and now you show it

She started moving and she looked even better. I moved up against her back and I moved with her. She didn't moved away. She was extremely sexy and I'm pretty sure she was beginning to think it. What ever happened to day gave her a confidence boost and it was doing wonders for both of us. I new she was sexy before she even started moving and before she moved to her new school even before she started blooming properly. Mary had always been good at dancing as well. She showed it to any one and I rarely saw it my self but now she was here looking good and her dancing just made it worse for me.

I'm not in love
Its just a phase that I'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away

We dance for hours. We didn't stop. The placed started emptying and me and Mary were still dancing. I stopped and turned her to look at me. I wanted to kiss her but if I did I would ruin the friend ship that we had. I didn't even know why I liked her any way. I had known her all my life and yet I still want to kiss her, touch her, do things to her that she probably thought didn't exist but I couldn't. Most of these feeling had to be hormones and I couldn't be in love. It had to be a phase. Everything I did was normally a phase and nearly ever time I go into a new phase I want some thing new.

I'm always looking for some thing new and this time it happened to be Mary. Why did she even come in the way any way? I wanted to scream. I wanted her so bad I didn't want her to leave, run, yet I knew I was just going through a stupid phase.

“Shall we go home its getting late or rather its getting early” A smile flashed across her face and I let a smile appear on my lips. I placed a kiss on her forehead and I took her hand. I led her out of the club and to the car. Neither of us drank as we were too caught up in dancing. We got into the car and we headed back to hers. We snook in even though no was home. I knew Mary's parents would be out until to morrow night like normal and her sister was abroad so it was just us and really I enjoyed it.

Mary's P.O.V

Its almost three am
I'm hoping that you don't let go

I couldn't believe it. Tonight was amazing. When I turned to look at Trent most of the time I wanted to jump on him and kiss him but I knew I couldn't there was no point. He didn't have any feelings for me though his touch earlier was exhilarating. Its almost three am and even though I'm meant to be going to school tomorrow I didn't feel sleepy nor did I want to go to bed yet. I sat down on my couch and I waited for Trent to sit next to me. He did with out hesitation. It reminded me of before I had to move school. I leant against Trent. I wanted a hug. I missed his hugs they normally sent me to sleep and I was hoping for it to happen again.

He wrapped his arm around me and I smiled secretly.

“Thanks Trent. I enjoyed my self a lot” he chest jolted so I knew he gave a small sniff of a laugh

“What the dancing or the way I touched you?” I didn't sit up. I didn't need to. Secretly I loved the touching more then the dancing but he didn't need to know that. I felt like I was watching a memory. Everything was the same. He always asked me the same thing every time I told him I enjoyed what had happened.

“You know exactly what I'm going to say so why do you ask?” I shrugged his shoulders

“I don't know. I guess some part of me wants to hear that you enjoyed the touching more then the dancing.” I stiffened. This time I did sit up.

“Meaning what?” I asked him. He just looked at me and he smiled

“Not much just a thought you know” I sighed harshly and I led back down. This is what I hated about Trent he gave off so many different signals I didn't know where to go. He confused me way to much.

I tried to move in closer to Trent. I was getting colder and stupid me I forgot to put some sort of house warmer on.

Trent's P.O.V

Your moving in so close
I'm trying not to lose control

I took in a harsh breath. Her body was as close as it could get and she wanted to move in closer. Her hand was on my chest and her legs were sprawled over mine. I smiled as I remembered the memories but they were happy. This was hard. Her closeness was some thing I was used to but having feeling for her made this situation worse. I wanted to sit her up and kiss her. My control over my actions and words were loosening and as every minute passed it got worse. I started to sweat event hough it was rather cold in here.

You sexy thing and yeah you know it
You move alright and now you show it

An hour had passed and I knew Mary was asleep but instead of looking calm she looked wild like a storm and she looked better then ever. She stirred and sat up.

“Uncomfortable?” she nodded a little bit still half asleep. I smiled and I picked her up bridal style. She blushed but it didn't bother me. I walked up stairs and I walked to her bedroom. I opened to door and I walked over to her bed I placed her down and I put the covers over her.

“I'll lock up and I'll be back ok?” she nodded not protesting. Normally she would of said that I needed to get home but not tonight. No instead she looked at me and nodded not even making a sound. I did as I said and I switched the lights off. I walked back up stairs and I found Mary sitting up in bed waiting for me. I took my top off and I got in under the covers. We lead there both of us next to each other holding each other. Me with my arms around her and her facing me with her hands on my chest and her leg draped over mine.

I'm not in love
Its just a phase that I'm going through
I'm always looking for some thing new
But don't go running away

I knew I wasn't in love but why did this feel perfect. I loved it. It felt amazing. It felt right. I wondered if phases could turn into something real. Maybe they and maybe this and changed into some thing that I actually wanted to keep forever. Sure I couldn't stay with any thing for a long time. I needed some the new ever few months but maybe I could stop messing around and stick with the one girl I didn't need to change. The thing is I wasn't in love was I.

Mary's P.O.V

I'm not in love
I try to tell my self all the time
I just cant help how I feel to night
So don't go running away

I was going crazy. My heart was racing. I didn't know what to do. Every time this happened I told him to go home but not tonight. It was at least 4am and yet here I was laying in bed with Trent. He had no top on and it was dark. There was just the street lights shining through.

This is a time where I wanted confidence and not cowardliness. Every time I thought hey maybe this is the time for me tell him how I feel my mind turned round and tried to find some reason for me to turn round and say I don't love him. I'm always telling my self he you don't love him its just a phase. He is your best friend how could you love him. I shook my head and sat up.

“Hey Trent..um... I'm so going to kill my self later” I took a deep breath in and unleashed everything “I know you are my best fiend and hey I'm not sure why I even did what I did. You are everything to me. You have always been there for me and I could ask for me. I mean sure you are the hottest most wanted guy at school and even though I'm not in your league you stayed with me. You helped me with everything I went through and I am really thankful for that” he nodded.

“Mare, what are you trying to say to me?” I looked at him trying to catch his eyes. He avoided me but soon I succeeded.

“What I'm trying to say is that I really really like you. I adore you. You could say I love you but... ah this is so not fair” I looked down at the bed and tried to make it seem more interesting than Trent's face.

“You love me?” finally said.. I nodded.

“You probably hate me now right?” I hope not. I didn't want to lose him. Screw all the things I have been thinking. I do love him and nothing can stop me not even my mind can stop me. What came next shocked me I wasn't ready for anything to happen. Trent pushed me back and leant over me. I must say he looked really hot even in the dark I could see his features. He vibrant blue eyes and it high cheek bones. His strong jaw line set his chin in places and his blond hair hung lightly around in random places.

“Why would I hate some one like you?” I shrugged but he leant down and kissed me. I was in shock never in my life did I think that Trent Bakker, my best friend, would kiss me. I loved it. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I let them slip along is neck. His skin was so soft. I nearly let out a light groan of delight but I didn't. I kissed him back of course. At first the kisses were shy but the more I reacted the more he relaxed and let the flow of our feelings out.

We kissed for near on an hour and it just felt wonderful. He moved off of me and I rolled into his side. Now all I need was to sleep and wake up with him next to me and that is what I did. We fell asleep holding each other not letting any one go and that is how I woke up. My hands pressed against Trent's fabulous abs and Trent had an arm draped over my side. The perfect sight in the morning and no one to stop me. I smiled and kissed Trent on the lips ever so slightly. He smiled.

“Good morning” I gave a giggle

“Morning” he opened his eyes and looked down at me.

“What's the time?” he asked me. I shrugged

“School o'clock” I replied. He smiled at me. It was an old joke we had. We named certain hours different names. 6-8am was school o'clock. I lifted my head an looked at the clock on my bed side table. I bolted up right.

“Shit! Shit! Shit!” I jumped up and out of bed. Trent rolled over and saw the exact same thing as I did. Both hour school started at 9 and right now we had 20 minutes each to get ready dressed and at school. I rushed to the shower and stripped. I got in and turned to water on.

“Babe are you going to let me in at the same time or do I have to wait?” I couldn't believe he just asked that.

“No you have to wait. I promise I'll be quick” he frowned and started on his teeth. I shook my head and finished off my quick rush shower. I pulled a towel off the rail and rapped it around me I jumped out the shower and through the bathroom door back into my bedroom. I dried my self off and got dressed. I pulled on a pair of shorts and a tank top. Trent walked out of the bathroom with his trousers back on.

“I hope you aren't going to school like that. I wont be able to keep you” I smiled and stuck my tongue out.

“I might get hit on at school but it doesn't mean I'm going to comply. I have my guy” he smiled and kissed me. I rushed out the bedroom door and down stairs I had Trent at my tail and I rushed into the kitchen. 2 keys are on the side love you I gotta go. Have fun” I said quickly. I kissed Trent on the cheek and my day started over again but this time I had Trent as my boyfriend and nothing could stop me from having a bad day.

You call me on the phone
I act like nothing going on
Were driving on my car
I pretend you don't turn me

You sexy thing and yeah you know it
You move alright and now you show it