It was hard enough to tuck
you away into
my unfleeting memory, without you being
angel of forgiveness, as if i deserved it.
Signs flash at me,
indications that you are
not the right one: my head hurts more
your disappointment, so I'll take that extra
flush it down, just like my
compassion for you, down the sink.
could be so blissfully happy, if I just cared.
gone, I miss the idea of you,
but so solemnly wish to see his
that frame. I see his face in my dreams,
and it is
haunting. Loose change means
more to me than you. How did i
this selfish monster? Oh, honey, I learned
best. The best heartbreaker this
world has ever seen brainwashes
unseen epidemic. If I could open up this
mine, you could warm up the icy
chambers to bring me back to the
sweetie I once was, instead of this cold-
You see, I could very easily
love you, but his grip on me won't
and I'm afaid of his open hand, and the
my grenade-heart to explode
before you get a chance to fix me.