Anticipation

I'm nervous,

For some reason,

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I don't know why,

I've got the pits in my stomach,

I feel sick inside,

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I don't understand,

Why I've got this feeling,

It's just my senior year,

What's the big deal?

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Tell me the truth,

Is it something inside?

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Am I trying to impress?

But, what does it matter?

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They haven't seen me,

For so long,

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And I've changed so much,

In so little time,

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Will they like the new me?

Will they even recognize me?

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I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they see,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they want,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they like,

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I've got a new style,

I've got a new haircut,

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Will it even matter?

Will they even care?

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Maybe they'll just walk right by,

And maybe they'll,

Notice,

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Do they,

Even care?

Do they,

Even notice?

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Maybe, because it's,

The anticipation,

The anticipation,

Of starting a new year,

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Everything's,

Gonna change,

I'm making mends in my ways,

I'll be a better person this year,

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I'll have the friends,

And grades to prove it,

I'm gonna do the best that I can,

Tell me I can't,

And I'll tell you you're wrong,

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I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they see,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they want,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they like,

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I just want to make this last,

My senior year the best,

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I'm gonna change it all,

Make it the best ever,

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It's the,

Anticipation,

Anticipation,

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That's it,

That's gotta be the reason,

That has to be the reason,

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But,

I'm just so nervous,

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Because,

The anticipation,

The anticipation,

Is what I have,

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I can't understand it,

Help me comprehend it,

Tell me the reason,

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Let's hope I don't screw…

This up now,

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I need to be better,

Somehow,

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It's the anticipation,

Anticipation,

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It's doing it to me,

Help me now,

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I just want to be accepted,

Will everyone like me?

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My bones are shaking,

At the thought of summer ending,

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Please help me now,

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I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they see,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they want,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they like,

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Please help me now….

Please help me now…

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I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they see,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they want,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one they like,

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I just want to be,

I just want to be,

I just want to be,

The one…

That they like.