Warnings: Suggested murder, macabre thoughts, suggested suicide, bullying yada yada yada you get the idea right? let's get this puppy going, this is going to have a part III and IV as well, maybe I'll continue ;) Please don't take my ideas ok? Thanks!

Beginning of the End Part I: Spiral of Disaster

I wonder why I’m so dreary

I wonder why I’m so depressed

Maybe gentle, sweet, loving mother dear

Will know what is wrong here

I wonder why I’m so melancholy

Why everyone is so jolly

I should be just as jovial

If only in memorial

I wonder why I’m so dreary

I wonder why I’m so depressed

When I miss my sweet caress

Of ivory keys making sound so cheery

I wonder why I’m so happy

I wonder why I’m so full of glee

When everyone is so melancholy

When everyone is lost in memory

I wonder why I’m so angry

I wonder why I’m so full of rage today

When everyone is so lethargic

When everyone is so pathetic

I wonder why I’m so excited

I wonder why I’m so delighted

When everyone is so melancholy

When everyone is so full of folly

I wonder why I’m so contented

I wonder why I’m so pleased

When everyone is in poverty or greed

When everyone is so disheartened

I wonder why I’m bleeding

I wonder why I’m dying

When everyone is laughing

When everyone is leaving…

Beginning of the End Part II: Long Road to Hell

I wonder why

That I cry

I wonder why

That time flies by

I wonder who is knocking

Who is that knocking at my door?

I wonder who is rapping

Who is that rapping at my door?

I remember walking

I remember seeing

I remember hearing

I remember screaming

I remember walking into that parking lot that day

I remember seeing the sun’s last ray

I remember hearing tires screech

I remember screaming seeing you just out of my reach

I wonder who is reaching out to me

Who is reaching out to me?

I wonder who is embracing me

Who is kissing me?

I remember the slam

I remember the shocked gasp

I remember the quiet murmurs

I remember the quiet laughter

I remember the slam of car doors

I remember the shocked gasp that they emitted

I remember the quiet murmurs of my murderers

I remember the quiet laughter as they admitted

I wonder who is carrying me

Who is carrying me?

I wonder who is stroking me

Who is petting me?

I remember the cackles

I remember the empty room

I remember the single mourner

I remember a flash

I remember the cackles of enjoyment

I remember the empty room I lay in

I remember my single mourner, my mother

I remember a flash or a smile in the corner

I wonder who is laying me down

Who is letting go?

I wonder who is holding me again

Who is holding me close?

I remember being lowered

I remember being covered

I remember the darkness

I remember the silence

I remember being lowered into my tomb

I remember being covered in earth

I remember the darkness of my death

I remember the silence surrounding me

It was death, it was a long road

It was death’s kiss, death at my door

It was death loving me, his sweet caress

It was death that came to deliver me

To my final haven, it is death that holds me close

It is death who loves me, it is death who shall avenge me

It was death who lead me down the long road to hell

But who shall remember me?