|Day by Day
Author: Time To Change PM
My thoughts. Idea accredited to Truth by wishing.on.echoes /u/558025/wishing on echoesRated: Fiction T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 563 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 10-12-08 - Published: 09-22-08 - id: 2575093
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I've eaten too much. Again.
My thoughts go round in circles. And I long for nonthoughts. And freedom.
And strength. To face each day, even when I don't... can't understand.
Even when it hurts.
I wish I could better myself.
(But I don't know how.)
I have more than one thought today.
How startling /
If I said I didn't want you here
Would you read between the lines
And come back anyway?
If I ran away from you
Would you chase me into forever?
Or are you willing to forget…
I will only cause you pain.
But I need you (more than ever).
Whoever you are.
The fears scare me.
The not knowing whether I will be okay.
and I can't leave my life to fate
(if only I wasn't such a bad decision maker)