Not The Same

I wish I could tell you

But I’m afraid I will fall apart

Fall flat on the ground

And not being able to stand back up

The words are trembling

They want to be released

However my words are leased

My aching heart doesn’t want them to come out

And hurt you

What’s wrong, what’s wrong with me

Why am I letting these things get the best of me

This is so not me, and you know that

You know this ain’t me.

But what can I do?

What can I say?

I’m not the same girl anymore

Why can’t I just be brave for once

And just let the words slip out

It’s not like I don’t want you to know

Maybe you can help me

Maybe you can save me

Save me from this torture

Save me from this nightmare

That haunts me everyday

What’s wrong, what’s wrong with me

Why am I letting these things get the best of me

This is so not me, and you know that

You know this ain’t me.

But what can I do?

What can I say?

I’m not the same girl anymore.

This is killing me!

I wish I could tell you

But the words won’t come out

I’m afraid of them

I’m afraid they might hurt

Both you and me

What am I going to do!

What’s wrong, what’s wrong with me

Why am I letting these things get the best of me

This is so not me, and you know that

You know this ain’t me.

But what can I do?

What can I say?

I’m not the same girl anymore.

I ain’t the same

I’m not the same

Not the same anymore

This song was made from scratch for my story Love of Music. Just decided to write it up again so some can get a better look at it.