I was thinking about my life,

How I'm suppose to live,

How I've planned all of it,

And I seen how much people give.

They don't know that I notice,

How they treat others,

How nobody feels the need to help,

How nobody bothers.

Why do they treat people like that?

Why should they do so?

How come nobody steps up?

I hope that they know.

I want to help,

I want to show them I care,

I want to show them I know,

I want to show them I'm there.

But I can't help them,

They say they don't need it.

They don't want to get me in this,

But they need to know I already am in it.

I try to step up,

I try to take two steps forward,

I try to bring them with me,

But we just get shoved backward.

But to all you people,

Who are all called geeks, dorks and muts,

I'll help you in your time of need,

Because we were all called that once.

As a single tear stops at my cheek,

I lay here just to stop and think

About how the moon light glitters in your eye,

Or how the moon reminds me of when I said, "Why?"

As I sit here wondering the night away,

I say how can I make him my boy today.

I sit here with tears rolling down my face,

You looked down at me and said, "I need space."

I wanted to look up at you and ask, "Why?"

But I only let out a gentle sigh...