ive got my finger on the trigger and im not afraid to pull it. the only question is whether or not its loaded. only one way to find out. has it all come down to this? insane in the mind, a moment in time that can never actually be captured so many of them and it never stop it will never stop until you take it away take it all away. but of course you will never because it gives you your power. your rule. you rule over me. and like a king and you cant be stopped. looking out over the highway the feeling, the mood is inexplicable and itll never really be remembered moments forgotten from this moment after and theres nothing you can do about it, i can do about it, theres nothing any of us can do we just have to take the ride and accept it except i cant except what if it cant be accepted but you need it but its not ok and itll never be ok you say accept it but i hate you i dont know if you know it but i hate you more than you will ever know more than there is even enough human capacity to hate and love is all you need but you cant do it and i need you to and i hate you so much itll probably kill me you kill me but sorry i cant let that happen i cant let you do that. only i can and im not afraid to pull the trigger. the only question is whether or not its loaded and theres only one way to find out.