My eyes go black,

My skin turns pale,

It consumes me once again.

I become empty,

Hateful, loveless.

No longer am I that sweet child,

I have become my own enemy.

I am as empty as a glass bottle,

Bare and dry from my feelings.

Over and over again,

It takes me,

This complete emptiness.

And they judge me,

They think they know who I am,

They dub me whatever they decide.

“Life isn’t fair”

How true that is.

They get everything,

Whereas they think I deserve nothing.

Its about power,

Other say.

But to them I am just another teenager,

Troubled with things that don’t matter.

The drama queen and the asshole kings,

Are happy.

But my emptiness has never been filled,

This pathetic excuse of a life is false,

And the dark grows.

My anger knows no limits,

My power never challenged.

They turned me into the wretched being,

One that I fought for so long.

They turn me into what I hate.

But even my hate cannot fill the empty cavern that

Once was my heart.

I am empty,

I am numb.

My eyes go back,

My skin starts to burn,

It releases its eternal hold on me.

I become filled,

Happy, loved.

Only for it to happen again.

Typed in 10 minutes so if its bad, sorry.

Please Review,

LLP