To whom it may concern:

You lied to me, you made me feel like I was special. But I wasn’t. I’m just ‘some girl’. All those nights you held me, so close that our heartbeats fell in time together? Just ‘some girl’. I suppose when I asked you just what you were up to, you thought I was kidding; gossiping. Did you tell the truth? I don’t know. Do I care? I don’t know. Do I wish it were different? Duh, you dumb fuck. But I just gotta grin and bear it, ‘cause you’re not turning back for me. It’s your loss, even though you don’t deserve me. I’m moving on, I’ve got a plan hidden away somewhere and I’ll go wherever it takes me. Maybe you’ll look back on this and wish it ended differently, but it was all in your hands, don’t blame me because you don’t know what you want or you just couldn’t pick between the two of us. You jumped to conclusions because your ego made you think the rumors were true, made you think that you ‘had’ me and I’d stay. You were wrong. A little humility doesn’t hurt, sweetie; it’ll keep you in check the next time you decide to mess with a girl; or mess with me. May I do the honors? You fucked up with me and you fucked up with the other dozen girls. You’re clingy and distant all in one and you have no clue what you’re doing. You’re naïve and you don’t even know it. You’re cocky and full of bullshit, so I want to be the first to wish you luck and say goodbye. I refuse to fawn over you any longer. Bueno suerte, bon chance, mazel tov. ¡Adíos! Sucker… you’re not even that good looking.

Fondly,

Your One-Time, Could-Have-Been Lover

Hi all. It's been a VERY long while. So this is my latest update. While it's not additions to IMBiLWS sorry! I'll cracking on that as soon as possible it is something that's been going on and I hope you can empathize and realize why I haven't really had time to get those updates on... I've been dealing with THIS latest drama. sigh

Let me know what you think. It is rough and really isn't literary quality, but I would like your input regardless.

Emma