I can feel the bones inside
the beautiful skeleton that is my mind
look in the mirror
see the fat
see the girl made by mistake

fear is crawling up my throat
take my hands
don't let me choke
bending over, just can't breathe
watch my ribs shake as I heave

The hunger eats right through my heart
burning, fighting
tempting darts
i won't be a burden, can't make me sin
ignore the fire from within

Freedom yearning through open lips
a silent scream
that slowly rips
through the fragile wall between
the different girls inside of me

who am I?
i'm not quite sure
noone cares and I know why
Ugly, useless, selfish, weak
hide and cry the pains asleep

i'll wait for it to end again
curl up inside
im not insane
fight the urges, fight the need
where hunger fails I shall succeed.