Afraid Of Being Weak

Won’t show my hurt

Won’t show my pain

Won’t even show the loneliness

That’s driving me insane

Not going to cry

I’m going to be strong

Pretending I’m fine

Like I have for so long

Pretending that I’m happy

Feeding people lies

Always smiling smiles that

Never reach my eyes

Covering up the sadness

Brushing away my tears

Hiding all the darkness

Won’t thing about my fears

So I won’t show my depression

Won’t let the tears leak

Going to be strong now

I’m so afraid of being weak.