because she doesn't even know me (anymore).

-

I return to the way I used to live
(reading her poetry
with the tears dripping down my face
knowing there's something
else I should be doing—maybe
I should study for Biology
so I don't fail this test—but
I know that in the end,
she'll always be there
inmymind
telling me she loves me
and that she needs me)
but just for a few minutes.

a/n: Importance of the line "inmymind" should be noted.

It's been a long time since I've capitalized, hasn't it?

And god. It fucking pisses me off when this stupid fucking site fucks with my fucking formatting. (fuck)