Pain

She remembers,
Having happiness in her heart,
When you were around.
She would always be gleeful.
Whenever she talked to you,
Her heart would skip a beat.
Your kindness and lovingness,
Made her want to get up in the morning,
Made her want to live,
Made her want to take a breath every second of everyday.
This girl eventually fell in love with you
Which was a huge mistake.

Now all you do is caused pain her world.
The love she wished for,
Gone.
The love she dreamed about,
Gone.
The love she had in her heart for you,
Gone completely.
Now her world is filled with blackness,
From the pain you caused her.

The pain this girl feels is unbearable.
Every time she takes a breath,
She can feel her lungs crumbling.
Every beat her heart takes,
It feels like a razorblade is cutting it every time.
Every time she thinks about you,
She cries till no more tears can be produced.
If you could see the scaring you caused her,
You would be shocked.
Her heart has a big crack in the middle.
It has all bandages over it.
Her heart isn't red,
Its gray.
Her heart is crying.
Her heart is empty,
Filled with no love left,
Only pain.
If you can see what she feels like inside,
There would be needles through every part of her body.
It looks like she has a black cloud over her.
It is always raining from sadness and pain.

Now, this girl is afraid to love again,
All because of you.
She doesn't want to open her heart to let someone in.
You were her first true love,
She regrets it.
She regrets writing love stories about you.
She regrets thinking about you.
She regrets falling for you.
She regrets talking about you.
She regrets you.