I never expected to see her again, especially not here but there she was dark hair, green eyes, hooker boots and all. She was here and she was heading straight for me. Five feet away she stops and stares at the ground. I fold my arms and don’t move an inch, “I thought you said you didn’t love me.” Not a question. “I don’t.” She lies. “Then why are you here? What do you want?” My voice is cold and she hesitates making my heart skip a beat…Then she says the word I hate most, “Nothing…” I laugh, her bullshit is pathetic, “I hardly believe you drove four hours for nothing. Why are you here?” She takes a deep breath and finally looks at me her eyes bright and shining, “Because…I miss you.” Laughter chokes my words for a few minutes and I can tell she’s getting pissed, “So what? Why should I care? YOU left ME remember?” “LOOK! I just wanted to say I’m sorry ok?!” “Good you said it, apology not accept, bye.” I whirl around and start to walk away praying that’s the end of it and she’ll get in her car and leave.

I’m not that lucky. “Wait!” I stop but don’t turn around, “What?” “Why don’t you accept it?” I face her shaking my head, “Are you kidding me?” “No why won’t you accept it?” I don’t know why but those few words piss me off beyond reason, “Why?! WHY?!? Because you hurt me and you broke my heart!! Now when I’m just starting to let go and my heart is FINALLY healing you come up here and pull this shit and rip me to pieces all over again!” I’m screaming I know but I can’t stop myself, “What do you want?!?!” “YOU OK! I want you!” I was speechless and she looked like she was going to cry. “I love you Sammy, I want you back.” “No.” Tears filled both of our eyes and her voice was barely a whisper, “No?” “No Aulie. You hurt me. I loved you with all I had; I would’ve given you everything you ever wanted. You walked away from me remember?” Her hand touched mine and I pulled away like I’d been shocked, “NO! Once I would’ve given anything to have you back, to hear those words, to believe you loved me but not anymore.” She bit her lip holding back tears, “But I do love you!” I backed away shaking my head, “If you really love me then leave, get in your car and pretend you never came here.” “But-“ “JUST GO! If you love me…you’ll leave.” I turned around and walked away. The sound of her heels on the blacktop and screeching tired followed me all the way into my dorm.

As I laid down for bed that night a part of me was very glad she was gone…but a small part of me wished she had stayed. I really did love her and before I fell asleep that night I cried one tear for the only girl I ever loved…and the only girl who ever broke my heart…

A/N: I wrote this forever ago in job corps. It may not be that good but I liked it. Tell me what ya think R/R laters!!!

~Sexy Sammy

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