She kills me with her words a little more everyday.

She says she doesn’t want to hurt me but I hurt anyway.

I read the words she wrote and it tears me apart.

I read the way she feels and it’s breakin my heart.

I want to walk away so I can’t hurt her anymore.

I want to walk away, wanna slam and lock the door.

But she says that would be worse than how I make her feel now.

But honestly I just can’t see how.

She’d be happy without me she’d enjoy her dreams.

She says I make her happy but nothings’ what it seems.

I don’t know what to do.

I’m lost without her too.

She’s my perfect woman she’s everything I need.

But I can’t tell her I love her just to fill my greed.

She’s happy with her lady and I don’t want to take her place.

But I can’t deny in my dreams I still see her face.

It’s just so confusing, she’s messin with my head.

I know how she feels and I know what I said.

But that doesn’t change the fact that she’s my one of a kind.

But I don’t deserve her, she’s more than I ever hoped to find.

Stay happy with your girl Tosh I’m not right for you.

Stay happy with your girl Tosh and I’ll always be your friend too.

Don’t let me break your heart, don’t let me hurt your soul.

Just stay happy with your girl Tosh and someday you’ll be whole…

A/N: Written in response to some poems Tosha wrote me. I’m sorry I ever hurt you babe and don’t worry I won’t make the same mistake twice. I love you have fun babe!!! R/R laters!!!

~Sexy Sammy

Love, Luck, and Lollypops ;)