The Last Hug

What once brought comfort

Now brings tears

The "I love you

But I'm not in love with you"

Hurt more than I knew

Agony; I brought you pain

What once consoled

Had to be pushed away

Is this to be the end?

And where was the beginning?

Depth and identity;

Are they lost or forgotten?

The last time is now

Crushing the life and breath out of me

Like an invisible memory

You're accidentally squeezing salty tears from my eyes

If only I had known it'd be the last

I would have embraced you longer

But it's already in the past

The heart is punched and beaten

With my own hands

I caused this ruin

Helpless and hopeless

Solitary without solace

I don't know how to do this

Or if it can be done

I won't, I can't

Let her go

Even if that embrace

Still lingering in my mind

Was the very last one.