Hey there, I'm Andy I am female before you start accusing me of things. I'm 17 and I'm a complete tomboy. I have boy short hair. I am skinny like a scrawny little boy. I have average sized breasts. Size 34C and my family are meant to have a history of big breasts my ass it does. My full name is Miranda and I'm sure you are wondering why I'm telling you all this. Well I'm going to a new school. But for me it’s not an ordinary school. I'm sure you have guessed it by now but just for you who haven't I'm going to a male school. I don't know why. I feel like a change but that fact is they are only letting me in because my mum payed big bucks to get me there.

It’s the best school around luckily for me and the fact I look like a guy really help my situation. If I were to look totally female then it wouldn't work.

“Miranda dear are you ready yet?” I heard my mum call from down the hall.

“Yeah im just coming” I yelled back. I picked up the last little bits and rushed down stairs.

“Have you got everything?” She asked me. I nodded

“Yes mum I have everything. Let me give you a checklist. Guy clothes. Check. Do you think I should take my binder for practice and stuff? Check any way. Rugby clothes definitely I don't go anywhere without them. Happy?” She nodded happily.

“Ok lets go.” We went to the car and got in. I guess doing this was weird to my mum but she was happy. My mum was willing to let me do anything as long as it got me good grades and I was happy. The car ride was silent and it really nerved me up.

It was bad enough that I had to share a room with a guy and act like one to the full or as full as my body would let it. I mean sure I do it all the time but this is the extreme. I have my girl moments here but now I'm not allowed one at all.

“Mum remember the minute we step out of the car its Andy ok not Miranda or Mandy” she nodded. Good I thought. I wasn't really that scared about doing this I had done it many times before. Like at camp one time I disguised myself as a guy until they found out a day before we left. It was good. It was more the fact that if my roommate found out knowing him he would throw a huge paddy, start calling me a pervert, and stuff those girls would normally say.

We finally got there about 3 three hours later and I felt good to step out of the car and onto my new school grounds. I smiled and looked at my mum.

“Ready?” I asked her in a deeper voice than normal. I had tried to make my voice deeper so I would stick out so much. It was mostly with the help of my mates. She nodded and led the way to the head masters office. I, being the ‘male ’, had to carry the bags and though I looked like I wasn't really struggling, I was. I saw every male head turn my way. I had to stop myself from blushing. It was so weird being here. Every guy I passed looked at me and I caught each of their eyes. They were all good looking some average, some droolable but I kept my act on and followed my mum.

We soon came to the head masters office. I dropped my stuff out side and followed her in.

“I hope you learned your lesson Mr Neely” The boy who was around my age nodded and got up to leave. When the door shut, I relaxed. The headmaster was the only one who knew there was a female coming to the school and it felt good to relax in his presence. I looked like a guy most the time so it wasn't hard to act like it. It was going to be fun walking about the school though.

“Miss Jacobs. How nice to see you again.”

“Same to you, sir”

“Miranda you like it so far?” I nodded “That's good. All the boys will be shocked to find that they have had a girl in their presence”

“Remember we don't tell them right? The fact it’s going to get harder as I get older and develop more. I mean it is hard enough acting male as it is.” he nodded.

“That's something we will sort out when the time comes.” Great. “Good now all you guys have to do is sign here and we can start your new year at Ryedale academy” I leaned forward and signed. So did my mother. I was given my room number and key. I was also given directions to my room and so it started. The act was to begin.

I got to my room and stopped outside. Ok I thought I can do this. I put the key in the whole and turned to unlock it. It clicked open and I kicked it so I could get in the room. I looked in and it looked plain. I walked in the there was two beds on one was what I guessed to be my roommate.

“Hey” I said welcomingly in my voice. The guy looked up and I was stunned. He was handsome. They guys hair was pitch back and was scruffy. It look like bed hair if you ask me. His eyes were just as dark it made him look evil. His muscles were built up and skin colour seemed a natural tan.

“He- am I seeing right or is there a female in my presence with a suit case and she looks like a guy?” I nodded Wow his voice was as perfect as the rest of him. His was deep and dark. It suited the rest of him. “Look I don't know how you want to play this but there are rules on the wall they are mine you read through them and you keep to them”

“Chill dude” I said. I dumped my suitcase at the base of bed and collapsed on my bed.

“Long trip or did Mr Hudgens bore you?” The bloke asked.

“Both” I replied. “I'm Andy by the way”

“Andrew” He said. It fell into silence after that. I didn't know what to do. Normally I would go out be myself. Get my rugby gear on and have a game with my mates. I might as well unpack. So I did. I got half way through and I reached my rugby gear.

“You play rugby?” Andrew asked.

“Yup since I was 5,” I replied.

“Bit scrawny aren't we?” I frowned.

“And that's means nothing. Scrawny kids are better than kids like you. We are faster and besides what do you expect I'm female for Christ sake.” He nodded and went back to his own world.

I unpacked the rest of my clothes and sat back on my bed.

“Andrew don't tell anyone else. You’re not even meant to know” He looked at me.

“About what?” I sighed. Keep your cool you have to deal with this.

“The guys aren't allowed to know and you weren't allowed to that I’m-” BASH what the hell? I looked in the direction of the door. What the hell?

“Andy! Andy! Andy!” Andrew sighed and got up. He walked over to the door.

“If I were you I would not stand side on. Your binder needs sorting.” I looked down and saw what he was on about. I swore and turned around. It didn't take me long to adjust it and then I turned to look at Andrew. I smiled and stood behind Andrew. He opened the door and there was guy hanging from the frame.

“Justin what do you want?” Andrew asked the guy who was hanging off the door.

“The guys and I are going to play a game of rugby wanna come?”

“Nah not in the mood. Besides, I can’t be bothered. I'm only interested in tryouts for the team” Justin’s face sunk.

“I could play.” I suggested. “Hi I'm Andy. I'm Andrews new roommate” Justin’s face brightened up but it fell when he saw how scrawny I was.

“You play” I nodded.

“Sure do. Very well actually. I was in championships last year thank my team actually I scored the winning goal” He nodded and ushered me to go off and get changed. I pulled my clothes out and went to the bathroom. I couldn't risk them finding out. It is bad enough Andrew knows. He only had to look at me. I wonder what gave it away.

I walked along the corridor with Justin. He kept looking at me strangely. I nearly screamed at him. I wanted to know what he was staring at. But I didn't bother asking. For all I knew he could be gay and checking me out.

“Hey Andy, your hands they look very feminine” Shit, I never thought about my hands.

“Uh yeah I get it from my mum she always said I had girl hands.” He nodded and we continued to walk in silence.

When we got down there I saw loads of buff guys. There was maybe about seven or eight. I frowned and looked them over. I started to feel a little too small to be playing with these guys. They were all so big. I sighed and walked over following Justin to where they were warming up.

“Hey guys this is Andy. He is Andy's new roommate.” I frowned in my head. It felt weird being called a guy and in fact, it felt weird having someone have the same name as me. I smiled and when they looked at me, they all started laughing. I frowned and I walked up to all of them and smacked their heads together.

“Shut up and get over your selves. Bet you are rubbish as you are al so cocky. Well guess what buddy you need to sort you self out. I might just be a scrawny little girl but it doesn't mean I can’t play rugby” I clapped my hand over my mouth. I cannot believe I just shouted that out in front of eight guys who were ever so cocky. They all looked at me blankly and then I heard a chuckle.

“You have some nerves,” Justin said. I glared at him and then I looked at them all. They had that glint in their eyes.

“No, I am not here to screw you all. I am here for the education and the chance to play real rugby like you guys.” Justin eyed me and smiled.

“You don't look female” he commented. I sighed and then I walked up to him. I put my normal voice on and said.

“Look at the hand you dick head” I rammed my hands in his face.

“But you still don't look-” I slapped him round the head and lifted my top. I lifted it high enough for the top of the binder to show. He blinked at me and I let the top fall. His face was shocked no doubt about that.

“So you are a girl” For the hundredth time I sighed and I nodded.

“Why are guys so simple minded? I bet if I dressed like one the first thing that would come into your head would be sexual. Honestly boys” Someone chuckled.

“They are already thinking it” I looked behind me and there stood someone I least expected. Andy stood there smiling. “You know Miranda for the hot female back home you really do pull off being a male quite well.” I blinked at him. I knew that face. Now I really looked at him I knew that face. I knew the voice, the skin, the hair, the name. He smiled. God did I know that smile.

He lifted the necklace, which I had placed on my bedside table. “You know you should keep hold of things that you treasure closer to you. You never know who might pick them up” I blinked and then I realised who it was.

“Andrew?” I questioned. My best friend had left me two years ago to go some special school. He had given me a necklace a day before he left. He told me never forget him and he kissed me quickly on my lips before he ran home to leave. He didn't contact me and it broke my heart. It made me realise that I liked him a lot and I still did like him. I hadn't had a boy friend since he left.

“The one and only sweetie” He threw his charming smile at me and I couldn't help but run up to him and wrap my arms around him. I pulled him close and I smelt his fragrance as though it was a familiar thing to me. It hadn't changed but there was something extra to it. I pulled away and frowned at him.

“There is something wrong. Why do you smell different?” I asked him. He blinked and smiled.

“I don't. It could be the change in shampoo I guess or the shower gel has changed.” I blinked and hugged him again. He grasped my chin gently and smiled down at me.

“Andy? What are thinking? What about-?” Justin asked from behind us. He smiled even more and kissed me hungrily. I didn't hold back either. I heard Justin groan in frustration from behind me and I just smiled. I let Andy deepen the kiss and then it came. The high pitch scream. The scream of an over jealous girl. A scream of Andy's girlfriend. The scream of what Justin was trying to warn Andy about. Andy pulled back and I looked at him tearfully.

“Andrew James Makavoy! How dare you kiss someone else,” She stormed up to us and pulled us apart from the loose hug we were still in. I was still trying to catch my breath. “When you tell someone you love them you normally stick to that one person you don't kiss someone else.”

“I know babe,” He said to the girl trying to calm her down “This is Miranda. She is my closest friend and I have missed her. Is it illegal to kiss someone you used to love?” I blinked. Used to love? Closest friend? Was that how he thought of me now? Was I nothing to him? Was I now a mere friend to him? The girl looked at me and smiled a snide smile.

“She isn’t very pretty is she? I mean she has no breasts and her hair is way too short and wait I forgot she looks like a guy. No wonder you never asked her out or anything I mean this is the person you used to love. Sheesh, honestly I am glad you forgot about her and moved on” Tears were now streaming down my face. I couldn't handle the abuse I was now getting. He would choose this bitch over me. Was she better then I was? It didn't seem like it.

In fact, she seemed like a complete whore. I broke out into a complete run tearing my shoes off and tear in my trackies into shorts, I ripped my top off, and I ran to my room as fast as I could. When I got there, I tore the binder apart and I threw on my bra as fast as I could cope. I picked put a tank top, which I had packed just in case I needed it. I then took everything I had kept as a memory of Andrew and I chucked them out the window. I let everything go. I let my hate go for him leaving me and I let my hate got for him breaking my heart again. The evil sick bastard. When I finished chucking things around I collapsed in the corner of the room. I broke into more tears and I just broke down. I couldn't hold it any more.

I sat there for a while when I heard a knock at the door. I didn’t answer them as they let themselves in. I noticed it was Justin when I heard him ask if I was in here. I didn't say anything but when he spotted me, he sighed and walked over. He pulled me into a hug with him even knowing me too well.

“Are you ok?” he asked. I like say gin yes but I didn't. My anger still hadn't softened.

“Do I fucking look alright to you? Do I look like I have just been asked to get married by the love of my life do I look like I just found the most important person in my life again and everything is all dandy? No I don't. I look like someone who has just found out that the guy she deems the most important person in her life has a girl friend who is a complete bitch and he loves her. He loves her enough to move on from me. He gave that fucking necklace and said don't forget me. I never did. I never forgot how he kissed me on the lips before he left me. I never forgot how he told me he loved me when he left. I never forgot how he protected me from everyone. Now all that has been wasted over a stuck up bitch of a whore.” A new set of tears cascaded down my cheeks.

“I am sorry. I do not know what to say. I am Andy closest friend here and I know what happened. He told me a few days after he came here. He was really down in the dumps. A few weeks in, he got depressed because he tried to get in touch but he couldn't so I told him to find something to distract him and he did but in the process, he fell in love. I tried warning him not to do that as I knew it was you. I knew it was you when you stopped. When he showed you the necklace. I was going to tell him to not try anything because of Lucinda but that didn't go to well now did it?” I looked at up him and he gave me a smile.

“Look, Lucinda has been great to Andy. He has never really shown her true colours till today. Andy has been thrown off course. He is on the other side f the field pulling his hair out screaming at himself trying to figure out what to do with his life. He asked me what he should do. Go with the girl of his dreams? The girl whom he never forgot the girl who he would always love no matter how short her hair was or no matter what she looked like. Or go with the girl he thought he loved for the last two years. To go with the girl who only ever thought of what she looked like. I told him to follow his heart so when he comes back up here don't give him a hard time. Ok?” I nodded thinking over what Justin had just told me. He got up al left.

About twenty minutes later. I was still sat on the corner and I heard the door click. I looked up. I was calmer now but I was still shaking. I saw Andrews shape so I hid my face again. I tried to breath normally and I tried not to let the tears fall again. I got up and sat on my bed. I got under the covers and pulled them over my head. I heard Andrew sigh but he didn't say anything. I heard him ruffle around a little bit until he quietly said to me that he was sorry. I blinked and I took in a deep breath. I had to control the tears. I fell asleep just as I nearly let them go. I felt a tear fall and I was out for good till the morning where all of this would have been forgotten.

By the morning, I felt ill. I had had such a rough night and I hadn’t had much sleep. I twisted and turned and I tried not to wake Andy up. I sat up when time hit 6 am. It was Sunday but I always woke up early. I got out of bed and walked in to the bathroom. I turned the shower on drowned myself in the water.

I took my time and when I finally got bored, I got out and dressed myself in the cloths in which I brought in with me. I walked back in to the bedroom and I saw Andrew sat up waiting for me.

He smiled at me but I ignored him. I sat on my bed and started getting my book out.

“Andy please talk to me” he said. I glared at him and said.

“Why should I talk to you, you lied to me. You forgot about me, about us!!!!” I screamed at him. He face look sad. “I never forgot you. I waited every say for you to ring me I waited every day for you to come and visit and yet you didn’t and I finally know the reason why.” He didn’t say anything.

“I thought better of you Andy. I loved you and you decide a few day weeks after you tell me you love me you find someone else to go and screw. I cannot believe you chose a complete self obsessed bitch to screw,” his face sunk even more.

“I know. I messed up. I never forgot you. I never did. I might of forgotten what you looked like in fact you have changed so much I barely recognised you. I never knew that she was like that. She has always been so kind to us, to me. I was horrified and I still am unsure what to do. I still dont know whether I should go after the only one person I really love. I am sorry. I never thought this was going to happen. When I saw how Lucinda reacted, I went crazy in my head. I dont know but I told her that if she was to talk about people like that we were through. She told me that is was her or you. I chose you. You are more important that a stuck up bitch for a girlfriend. I would more than likely kill myself than be with anyone else” I looked at him and my face softened.

“That gives you no excuse to lead me on like nothing had happen” He sighed.

“I was going to tell you. I swear. You are everything to me and what I said to Lucinda was a lie,” I looked at him. I didn’t know if I could trust him anymore.

“Why did you never call me? You didn’t even write to me. Nothing.”

“I was scared” he told me. I frowned. “I was scared that maybe if I rang you would find out that Lucinda was in my life and I didn’t want that. I wanted you and I think you she knew that and even thought I so desperately wanted to call you I couldn't. Lucinda has always had a possessive aura about her. It was cute really. I am sorry” I put my book down on my bed and pulled my legs to my chest.

“You know, I never took the necklace off. There was not one single moment I didn’t have it on. Even if I had other boyfriends you were still in my heart and you were still the only one I loved.” He nodded and scooted over to my bed. I brushed his hand over my cheek and rested it there, I closed my eyes, and I just let him do what he needed. I was happy to whatever. I was in love and even thought I hated him for lying to me I didn’t care.

I felt his body get closer and then he spoke. “You are so god damn sexy right now and I am so glad it is early Sunday morning” His lips were so close they grazed my own. I smiled and he then kissed me. It was a shock and so I tumbled back on to the bed but I pulled Andrew with me and we were there for the next few hours kissing like we had missed each other for more than two years.