Thought

I promise I don't think about you
about that slight pink hue
of your lips
as I trip
over every word
that I've heard
uttered from you

I promise I don't want you
even as the feeling grew
I denied everything
wishing for wings
to help me fly away
because it hurts to stay
even an inch near you

It's even when I think
that every feeling sinks
into my heart
knowing I'm not smart
for loving you