I got the inspiration for this listening to my lot's songs- Together. This is for them...I love you guys...thankyou...for everything...kind of a musicfic with Michelle Branch's song with my little story for my lot...

My Lot

It doesn't matter how far apart we are now
You can add up all the miles in between
If you take a good look all around now
All you see is you and me
When i look at myself in the mirror
I see you standing there smiling at me
And i'm right back at the beginning
Lost inside this memory
I won't ever let go, all that i want to hold onto

You turn around and fall in your life. It's natural. It's the people there who pick us up that make the imprint on our lives. If they are just there for two minutes, two months, two years, or for a lifetime, they make an imprint on your life that'll never be erased. They can never be erased no matter if they come or go. No matter which road life give us, they are always somewhere in our minds.

That we belong together
Like the moon and stars and midnight
We'll be strong forever
Cuz we belong together
Whoa, whoa.. whoa whoa

For me, that would have been my lot. The people who stuck by me...through both undeclared wars. They had to go through as much pain and suffering as I did. To feel the tormenting becuase they were with me. But they were still there. They refused to let go. Life took me on ups and downs. And through it all, they were there.

Doesn't matter how long that it takes you
Cuz i'll always be right by your side
And even when darkness awaits me
You'll be there to be my light
It's a hard lonely road
When I'm standing outside in the cold

My big brothers. Mitchell L. Barrett and James McGraw. The two who were always first to stand up for me. The two who always had my back no matter how bad life was getting. I remember what it was like moving to Texas. I had left Illinois in a million pieces. And they were the two who picked up all a million pieces, even though it took a good three years. They pasted every last piece back together, making me a whole again. They watched as two different sets of pricks tried to rip apart the pieces of me again. And they stood in their way, keeping me the way that they had gotten me to be again. They weren't going to go back to when I was a shell. And they proved that...even in the second war. They were always the first two to action...the first two to tear the idiots who broke my heart apart. They were also the first two to hurt the pricks whenever they hurt me.

We belong together
Like the moon and stars and midnight
We'll be strong forever
Cuz we belong together
Whoa, whoa.. whoa whoa

Then my girls. My shy little girl who is my best friend yet complete opposite. That's my Katie. The one who may not ever have anything to say, but is always one of the first ones with her arms around me. The first person who is there to listen. The one who does the best at listening. And when people say "opposites attract" it's not just about love. It deals with friends too. 'Cuz she's my exact opposite but she's my best friend. One of a selected few who I can always count on being there the first time I call. Even if it's 1am...she's the one who will run over, no matter how stupid or small my fears might be. Then there are my volleyball girls. Raisa Williams and Kylee Abrigo. The two of them had eachother a long time before I met them. And yet, they made their puzzle bigger by adding me into it. In fact, they added all of us. They were the two who scared the shit out of the pricks who tried to take their sister away from them. And at the same time they were the two who came up with all of the fun that we did. They were the ones who got me back into the sports. I wouldn't do volleyball, and they knew why I didn't play soccer, so they got me into the swimming. I had done it before, but they made it the major part of my life. They also got me writing and got me to my sisters and family known as the RRA. They were the ones who introduced me to Fanfiction. And they are the ones who are so stupid at times its hard to believe its possible. But just like anybody else, they pick me up when I've fallen, even if it takes a while. And then lastly out of my girls, there is Antonia. The team leader I guess I'd call her. The one who always got me laughing. The one who planned everything. The one who made sure the traitors got payback from us. She was the one who had a life to lead...and had things she could of done greatly, but made sure her first priority was me. She was the one who knew and knows all of my secrets. And she'll be that little voice in my head that tells me to keep fighting for everybody forever.

Sometimes it's hard to learn to let go
Life always knows the right moments to show you what you needed

Three of them didn't come into my life until the second undeclared war...well, right before it had started. Jacob, Larissa, and Jeremey Reichert. The biggest imprints on my life, well, since I have been in Texas. Larissa and Jeremey, my adopted siblings. I can't remember if they adopted me or if I adopted them. Jacob used to be like that too. A brother, someone who was always there. But that changed. He turned from a little boy to the person I needed to be at my side in such a short amount of time. And now, looking back, I can't remember the times when he wasn't the person I always turned to. I couldn't see now how I hadn't choosen him in the first place. But even trying to look back on the past now, there isn't a point. I changed...and my needs and wants were found in my best mate: Jacob. Jeremey and Larissa had to deal with that fact more than I did. They had to deal with their brother being the number one target on the pricks hit list because he had me. But they stuck by me and they stuck by him. And right now, I guess that's all that matters. The three of them had my back...and even with it over now, they still do. My two siblings...and my Edward Cullen.

And we belong together
Like the moon and stars and midnight
And we belong together
Like the moon and stars and midnight
We'll be strong forever
Cuz we belong together
Whoa, whoa.. whoa whoa