Hurt

Bodily stagnation irritates
Brittle psyche emulates
Concern infiltrates intent
Dissent among defiance

Secluded breed of affection
Obtaining a unique distinction
Reveal my concealed fondness
Sniveling upon rejection
Departing certainty excruciating

Starry-eyed illusions suppressed
Dreary expression clearly overt
Undertaking an eternal rest
Upon reverting to hurt

Favored status an affliction
Hampering state of fixation
Isolation my anxiety safeguard
Intimidating presence contrived
Stability disabled and scarred

Starry-eyed illusions suppressed
Dreary expression clearly overt
Undertaking an eternal rest
Upon reverting to hurt

Neurotic intensification
Resistance null and void
Lethal reaction deployed
Bloodshed eases despair
Goddamn pitiful soul

Overwhelming disposition
Constructing my own grave
Impressive titanium revolver
Positioned upon my cranium
Executing myself once and for all

Starry-eyed illusions suppressed
Dreary expression clearly overt
Undertaking an eternal rest
Upon reverting to hurt

Observe our joyous demeanor
Absence deserving of praise
She embraces a jubilant phase

"Here lies a mentally feeble man whose foolish judgment became his executioner. Only if his mother had that abortion."