Sorry seems to be the hardest word..

I’m Sorry

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For mom;

Just know that I love you.
Really.

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Mom, I’m sorry
That you’re stuck with me
Till you wish you never had me
I’m not an ideal daughter lately.

Mom, I’m sorry
To make you feel ashamed
Of the me you see right now
But who am I to blame?

Mom, I’m sorry
I’m not fit to be called a girl
According to you, I’m worst
Than a pig in its sty.

Mom, I’m sorry
I tied you down
With my existence
When you really want to travel around.

Mom, I’m sorry
I made you worry unnecessarily
When I come home late
I’m sorry but my phone battery was dead.

Mom, I’m sorry
That I make you more stressed
Instead of relieving you daily
Perhaps I’m a nuisance.

Mom, I’m sorry
That I didn’t do well in school
That I failed in my accounts too
I did my best then, mom
I really did.

Mom, I’m sorry
That I made you cry
‘Cause I disappointed you
Seems like I don’t have to try.

Mom, I’m sorry
That I’m not like my brother
Who is great and all that
Whereas I’m truly a bother.

Mom, I’m sorry
That you’re not feeling well
It must be me again
Somehow I can tell.

Mom, I’m sorry
That I’m so bad
You wish you’d just die
Or stayed in the hospital longer.

Mom, I’m sorry
That you don’t feel
Like living anymore
That you want to get out
And just leave everything behind
The house, your job, me included.

Hey mom,
If I disappear right now
Will you be happier?
Perhaps then
You wouldn’t have to suffer.

Mom,
If you truly desire that
I wouldn’t mind, you know?