Mysterious Mode of Affection

You would think that you could always

Be the one thing on my mind

But I somehow never dream of you

Just to pass the time

I hoping you don't think of me

Each moment of each day

You and me are a different thing

And foreign in every way

I once had love permanently

Embroidered in my dreams

But this is completely heterodox

Abnormal, so it seems

Not that I'm not infatuated

For that I truly am

And you know I want to love you

In the best way that I can

Before, when it was unserious fun

He was always in my thoughts

The last thing I reflected before I slept

The first when I woke up

But you, my darling, are so real

That I don't have to pretend

That we'll become inseparable

Until we both must end

For in my mind, you are e'er steady

Fluctuating here and there

But forever my love, is just a word

Because we're already there