|You Broke Me
Author: TheBeautyOfTheGrave PM
I'm still just as foolish as I was when I first fell in love with you.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 01-24-09 - Status: Complete - id: 2626247
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You made me so miserable. You created the callous reclusive bitch I see in the mirror; the one who is slowly killing me inside and I'm still so broken from the force of her hatred and sadness.
I look back on the times we shared with such disdain and disappointment and yet a smile always decorates my face. I fail to see why.
I told everyone that I deleted our conversations; our photos; the poems you sent to me when we were just 'friends'. I read them sometimes and wonder who the girl is that you speak of so dearly. Was it me?
Or was it her?
I'm still just as foolish as I was when I first fell in love with you.
I fall asleep at night and all I think of is you, the pain you caused me, and the joy.
I shouldn't be thinking of you. I've moved on now, I have a new love and he's so much better than you ever could be.
Yet even when I'm with him, I find myself looking at you. I don't mean to... it's just so hard not to gaze at the eyes that I love so much.
Letting go of our memories is an impossible task; they're a part of me now, etched into my heart and no matter how much they hurt me I know that I never want to let them go.
They are all I have now of our time together.
I know in my heart that I will love you for as long as I live, whether I want to or not. I know over time I will want to forget you. You mean a lot to me now but I hope that'll soon change because I can't live like this anymore.
I need to make things right, so would you please get the hell out of my heart...