Take it away...

My Heart feels with pain, hatred , passion. As i sit in my room wondering ,thinking to myself "What is this feeling? How do i make it go away?"

My eyes begin to water with sorrow,But i don't wanna think about tomorrow. I wanna end it all today, end all the pain. I wanna take it away. So i walk into the bathroom my last resort i grab the blade and i whisper to myself "I just wanna get away.."

I Look in the mirror and i wanna scream"Why do i feel so much pain?Why do they hate me?Why do they torment me?" As i sit down on the floor with my back to the wall i look at my wrist as i whisper "I'm going to end it today..Im going to take it all away.."

I take the blade to wrist ~slit slit~ As i slowly watch the blood making a puddle but it doesn't go away i still feel the pain as i whisper"I will take it away.." I cut again as my vision gets blurry i start to here each drop of blood hit the puddle ~drip drip drip~ from my wrist as i lay on the floor and i think to myself with a smile on my face "This is it theres no more..I did it today i took the pain away..."

Then i feel a sudden presence as i hear a voice calling to me" wake up don't do this please." I open my eyes but not all the way to weak to speak,But i start to think of what i wanna say "I can't believe i failed again"Thats what i would say then i try to whisper"I'm stuck here another day but some way I'll end it all and take the pain away..."