10 Reasons Why

Because I've looked at that picture 100 times yet it still makes me cry,

because I can't live like normal people,

because I'm not who you want me to be, and I never will be,

because the moonlight on puddles of blood is so pretty,

because pain and suffering are closer to me than most people,

because I can't count my mental problems on both hands,

because I depend on a river pebble for my sanity,

because my universe is held in place by someone I have never met,

because I'm forever owned by a fictional vampire,

because one day my soul will return to the crimson night sky and you'll forget me anyway.