Author's Note : Hi, this is my first 'published' story so please review and tell me if I should keep writing/posting. Thanks a whole lot to my beta 'FreakierThanThou'.

Written by : xXEpicLoVeXx

Total of words : 311

Title : Love

I never thought I was the sort of the person that did this. I always thought it took someone really, really unstable and needy. I guess not, I guess it just takes…love. Here I am, on this stupid, stupid bridge.

All because of that stupid plane crash. I honestly do not have anything to live for; my family, my friends, they’ll make do. I’ve always thought people who did this were stupid, but now I understand. I’m not needy or stupid for that matter, it’s hard to explain how I feel without sounding needy, but I do, need…him.

I still can’t say it, his name, after all this time. I should just get this over with. I can’t seem to though.

Maybe it’s that stupid voice in my head, his voice, telling me not to jump. I’m so tired of everything, why does he have to be in my head, now?

Everything, everything is his fault! I hate him! And I hate these stupid, stupid tears, I hate everything.

Oh my god, I’m getting so fucking delusional, get him out of my head! I don’t deserve to stay here anyways, my parents and friends will get over it, maybe be even be glad, relieved. I bet I was such a great daughter - - ha! They’ll be glad, I’ve been nothing but a hassle since I was in that womb.

My friends were probably getting tired of me being depressed anyways. Stupid plane. STUPID LOVE! Stupid…him. Stupid everything! I’m so tired of all of this shit.

Great, I’m being whiny now, I’m a stupid whiny complaining bitch. If only, if only I could jump. Anything is better than this, without him, I’m nothing. He would understand… he promised. Why did he promise! It wasn’t true, it just wasn’t true. One step, only one step and I’m gone, gone forever, one step…

Athor's Note : I hope you enjoyed, please review if you did. If not please review anyways with constructive critisism. I know that I have many, many 'stupids' in this story, I kept them even though my beta was against it. I don't know why but I really wanted to keep them, if I was on a brige wanting to jump I don't know if I would actually use many synonyms. I also know that my story is very vague but I hope it works. Again, please review!!