I Really Don't Know...

I've spent so long feeling like a freak, I thought I'd never be accepted, never be loved. Oh how wrong I was, I was accepted by people who were only there for themselves. Then just when I meet the one person who sees me for who I am, the rest goes crashing down. I can't be here, but I can't leave either, so all I have is the knowledge that I'll be going home soon, knowing that I'll see you soon. The only person to ever believe in me.